to be brave

Well, sometimes you're sitting in front of a newsletter and your mind wants to think of something "clever" to write about... 😀 Those are the moments when it turns itself off after an endless loop and your fingers just move . That's how it is today again and so I'll just let it run. The year 2020 is a very powerful year. A lot is already happening in these first few weeks alone and it almost looks like the year is going to be one big party! Hahaha… And so a part of my being was already looking forward to a party yesterday: “Today I'm releasing “be” – finally!” Too early to look forward to it. I would also like to tell you why... Now that I had really mixed everything, I can say for myself, "yeah, I'll love hearing that - everything else is a matter of taste". Zack, and that might have been the catch, we'll get to that in a moment. Well, in good spirits I got into the car at noon to listen to one last different situation. That worked well for 10 minutes, until I found a nice place in the Stockwald, got out for a moment, soaked up the sun and then wanted to continue. So I got back in the car, turned on the system and kkkkkkrrrrrrr… Hello? Hello? Did someone rip that thing?! 😀 No bass, just trilili... Hahaha... You can imagine what emotions came. Car, radio, smartphone, everything restarted, checked, reset - nothing happened. Well. So for all the anger, sadness, disappointment I could feel and (with a smirk) let go, I drove on to meet up with a friend. So we ran a lap and when I was about to leave – hey presto, it went again. What a joy one might think! 😀 I just didn't have enough time to listen to it. Brrrr... Now that I got home again, I wanted to change a little thing on a song after the "car theme" calmed down a bit. As soon as I opened the file, I saw something very creepy. All volume settings throughout the song were - gone! Ouch. Now the “emotion pot” was boiling. Hahahaha… 😀  "GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTT, what do you want from me?" - Do you know this question? Arms stretched to the sky, looking up, cursing and yet with a roar of laughter between all the tears and emotions, knowing that something is not yet "cleared" and ready. So I come back to the matter of taste. Yes, that can be, but even that (and I don't mean that out of ego, but out of love for yourself) is allowed to flow through you pure and freely. Because even if we stay with the example, if we say that something is a matter of taste, what happens to us anyway? Might it annoy us anyway? Does it hurt and or does it make us angry, emotionally? THIS is the root! Not our spiritual history, consciousness or knowledge! We know everything – even the matter of taste! But what do we do with it? How do we really experience it within ourselves? Maybe you can take this example into your life, integrate something from it for you, because I think it's very important. I listen to the CD, the songs, they are wonderful and I can feel that. But a part does not want to accept it yet, accept ME. Because with the grace of God I was allowed to create this and if I can appreciate it, I can also do it with myself. And the other way around, I can appreciate it if I can appreciate myself. Without doubt fears, back and forth, ... are. That's why these "gifts" come, only packaged a little differently - along the lines of: "Boy, don't you get it yet? Well, then you can play the level again." 😀 We quickly argue something with our "rational mind" and then we push it away, because that was clear and I understood it. But love goes on! Love goes into the darkest little rooms, into the deepest abysses! Love is light, how can light not get there? And this comes from me, from ourselves and what happens to us in life is the help and support to finally "get it"! And yes, I also feel that it's a bit challenging to "pick yourself up" right now, especially on the inside because the outside is so wild. But hey! If not now then when? And why not go there? When life pushes us, and life is God, and God (let's take that metaphorically... ;-)) has a big, gentle hand, then it will only push us if we resist his hand in which we lie sheltered! Life gives us what we need in every moment. In each! So today I would like to give you a little foretaste of what is to come in the next few days! Wah yantee kar yantee, jag dut patee, aadak it waha, brahmaday trayshaa guroo, it wahay guroo.

A mantra for intuition and the flow that can arise when we follow it. Not everything in life appears to be "in flux," but rest assured, it is! We don't determine the flow, even if we are often told, "stay with the flow". How the river flows is another matter entirely. In the flow we are one way or the other! Hahaha... 😀 But how do we deal with what challenges us in and around us? How do we deal with the mirrors around us, fellow human beings, partners, work colleagues, society, ...? What do we do with what is shown to us? What is behind everything we see? I don't want to invite you now to want to understand this spiritually! Just feel into yourself, what is happening in your life and where you can feel something, purely physically, in you! What does that show? And are you ready to accept it, love it and give it up to the river? And how do you keep swimming? I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart! Nam Terath